My heart just started pounding.

Thank you.
It reminded me that I'm human.

Is it sad that sometimes I forget?
Most of the time I smile and I laugh.
But even people who aren't happy can put up a good front.

Knowing that someone can change my heartbeat with the click of a mouse brought me down to earth.



Sometimes my head is in the clouds. I don't really mind it most of the time. I do find it terribly difficult to concentrate on things that might or might not be important. Like, the differences between classical and observational conditioning. Yeah. Things like that, that will be on an exam that I will potentially FAIL. That's when I mind that sometimes I'm easily distracted, and that sometimes I need to shape up and train myself to pay attention. But let's be honest, that's mostly in psychology, which I probably won't pass anyway. Maybe I'd learn more if I stopped writing notes about cutesy boys and how boring psychology is and started being attentive.

Today was my first study group for an exam. I baked a bachillion peanut butter cookies and brownies. And barely anyone ate any of them. But, I made sure to give them all away, because I know that if they're in the house, I will end up eating one, and it will ruin my diet. And I am not about to let that happen.
Anyway. Back to my study group and my exam. My first exam in Special Topics in Business is tomorrow. I'm a little bit nervous for it because there are a lot of really complicated things on the exam, for example: levels of involvement in international business. Yeah, that's an essay question. There are twelve (?) levels, and we're expected to write down a description of as many of them as we can. "He won't expect you to know all of them, but one or two won't cut it," I believe, is what my all-knowing and all-powerful (around campus, anyway) teacher's assistant said.

I started work last week. It was exciting. I can't remember if I blogged about it or not already.... (checking)
I did. Anyway. My first day was Wednesday. I didn't really do much because my supervisor wasn't in the office for the majority of my hours.
I still need to get a replacement copy of my social security card because I lost it (according to my mother, at least. As far as I knew, she still had it). Until then, I can't get paid, which is definitely LESS THAN AWESOME.

I have a paper to write for Principles of Acting. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to write about which is also less than awesome. And even less awesome than that is that I don't know whether or not its due tomorrow! (Please note sarcasm)

And on top of allllll of that crap, my phone charger, you know, the thing that gives life to what I believe may/may not be essential to my existence? Yeah, that thing. Broken! Kapput! Spent! Out of order! NO LONGER FUNCTIONING. So the only way I can charge my phone is in my car, when I'm driving.




Anyway. Enough of my yammering.
Auf Wiedersehen!